Each Sunday, I cast a reading for the week ahead - sometimes just asking for something to be aware of, sometimes asking for advice. This week I asked for advice, and received Hexagram 4, Not Knowing, with no changing lines.
This was pretty baffling. Lately I’ve been working very intensely and intentionally, focussed in on the targets for the day, which lead towards the target for the month, which builds towards the target for the year… and so on. It’s a wonderful way to ensure that I’m not just drifting through ‘busy work’, and I always know what I’m doing from moment to moment.
But I’m feeling the pressure of time more intensely than ever, and I’ve got into the distressing habit of reacting like a cat with its tail trapped when anything comes up that’s not in The Plan for the day. Hm… could be something out of balance here…
So the question behind the question was, ‘How can I get it all done?’ Now how - on earth - is ‘not knowing’ any kind of guidance for dealing with a to-do list as long as your arm?
Oddly enough, it turned out to have a good practical application right away. Two technical snafus came up that I had no clue how to fix. Under these circumstances I could either a) try to work it out myself through trial and error or b) explain the problem to the helpdesk and wait to see if they come up with something. So I looked at this…
‘Not knowing, creating success.
I do not seek the young ignoramus, the young ignoramus seeks me.
The first consultation is clearly informative.
The second and third muddy the waters,
Confusing, and hence not informative.
Harvest in constancy.’
…and sent the first question to the helpdesk. They replied with the hour, and the problem was solved.
The remaining snafu was one of those things the helpdesk officially don’t support (and they get miffed if you try it on). I resisted the strong temptation to ask them anyway - more for the sake of having someone to complain to than out of any particular hope they’d solve the problem for me - and settled down to trial and error. And, hallelujah, solved the problem - all while Not Knowing the first thing about the Cascading StyleSheet complexities that were causing it.
I think there’s an element of ‘trial and error’ in the Image. As so often, it helps to elucidate the original oracle. If asking again and again won’t help, what will?
‘Below the mountain, spring water comes forth. Not knowing.
The noble one with the fruits of action, nurtures de.’
Sometimes you can build up your own capacity and resourcefulness just by doing, carving your own course - making it up as you go along.
So there was one layer of the reading, and it turned out that following its advice actually saved me a good-sized chunk of precious time.
Later, I was listening to Eckhart Tolle’s A New Earth while I cooked. My ears pricked up when he started talking about the inner protestation, ‘But I don’t know who I am!’ He responds to this:
‘If you can be absolutely comfortable with not knowing who you are, then what’s left is who you are.’
It seems there could be another layer to this week’s advice. After the meal, I followed links at random and found myself at the wonderful blog, Practical Spirituality, by Staci Boden. (Isn’t the hyperlink a great new instrument of synchronicity?)
At bottom, I think this is saying the same thing that Tolle said:
“Spirituality is a relationship with the unknown mystery of life; an energy that is difficult to quantify or touch. It’s not something we can use to get what we want so we can feel more in control over life’s challenges.”
Oh…
…this is what the reading is about. Hexagram 4 is how you relate to everything you don’t know - including the things that aren’t knowable. And the other side of this coin is that if I know all about everything I’m working with, then there’s a whole lot that I’m not relating to at all.
More from Staci:
“Goals and dreams are the way the unknown—some might even say God—speaks to us and works through us. An intention is a guide in navigating the unknown. But it is important to look closely at what lies underneath and around intentions to find what motivates them. It’s possible to hold focus for a dream or goal, but in an open way, so that there is room for the intention to become a sounding board in a conversation with the unknown. It’s also possible to invite (and invoke!) help from the unknown in order to refine intentions as a way to learn and grow.”
There’s nothing wrong with being the young ignoramus, or having this insistent desire to learn, and flow further and deeper. The problems only start when this tips over into a desire to know it all already, to eliminate the unknown.
Of course, I ‘already knew’ all this.
Odd how ‘revising’ it gives me the sense that I’m breathing freely again.
And to cap it all, after I wrote the draft for this post I watched a short ‘inspirational movie’ before bed. It turned out to be platitudinous and not especially inspiring - but it just happened to contain the phrase,
“Just because you don’t know how to attain it, doesn’t mean it is not possible.”
